AYIN ABYSS

AYIN ABYSS, THE VOID, THE ABSOLUTE NOTHINGNESS, THE SEA OF DARKNESS.
BEFORE CREATION THERE WAS AYIN ABYSS…A STILL, MOTIONLESS, DARKNESS, NOT A NOTHINGNESS, NOT A VOID OR A VACCUM. BUT A BLACK SOME”THING”NESS, IN WHICH NO “THING” ACTUALLY EXISTED, NO OBJECT, NO FORM, NO SUBSTANCE, NO LIGHT AS WE KNOW IT.

AYIN WAS NEVER CREATED,  IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN.

A STILLESSNESS, A STATIC, A NON-ENERGY, WHICH WAS NEITHER CONSCIOUS NOR DID IT HAVE FORM, NOR WAS IT LIMITED, NOR DID IT HAVE A BOUNDARY, IT WAS ALL THERE WAS, YET IT WAS NOT, IT WAS AN ENDLESS, DARK VASTNESS, AN ABYSS WHICH HAD NO LIMITS, IT WAS, IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER, IT CAN NEVER IMPLODE, DISSAPEAR OR BECOME ANYTHING OTHER THAN AN ABYSS.
YET IN SOME, AS YET UNFATHOMABLE WAY THIS NOTHINGNESS SOMEHOW AUTOMATICALLY BECAME AWARE OF A CERTAIN SOMETHING EMERGING FROM WITHIN ITSELF.  A SOMETHING WHICH WAS NOT OF ITSELF, AN ANOMOLY, THE BEGINING OF A POTENTIAL, A POTENTIAL WHICH ALSO PERHAPS HAD ALWAYS BEEN POSSIBLE, YET NEVER HAD BEFORE BECOME MANIFEST.
THIS POTENTIAL WAS NOT BORN FROM OUT OF THE ABYSS. THE ABYSS WAS NOT A SURROGATE WOMB TO THE SOMETHING. RATHER IT WAS AN INFILTRATION, A GROWTH OF ACTIVITY WITHIN IT. THIS ACTVITY WAS AND IS THE ANTITHISIS OF NON BEING, A RESISTENCE TO THE SUPREMACY OF THE BLACK WHOLE, A SOMETHING WHICH WAS SO POWERFULL IT COULD NOT BE SWALLOWED, OR COMSUMED BY THE DARKNESS, IN FACT IT ALWAYS OVERCAME AND REMOVED THE DARKNESS FROM ITS PRESENCE. ITS EXISTENCE, AS YET NOT ULIMITED, BUT AN EMBRYO OF ENORMOUS POTENTIAL, WITH ITS OWN “SOON TO BE” CONVERSE LIMITLESSNESS OF BEING, BEINGS AND FORMS.
THE AYIN ABYSS HAS NOT A FACULTY, NOT AN EYE, NO SENSORY INSTRUMENTS WHAT SO EVER AND YET SOME HOW, IN SOME WAY, IT KNEW, AND STILL KNOWS, THAT WITHIN ITS BLACK SEASCAPE, THERE IS NOW A SOMETHING WHICH IT MUST REMOVE, AND YET FINDS ITSELF UNABLE TO DO SO. AGAIN THIS IS NOT A CONSCIOUS PROCESS, IT IS AN UNCONSCIOUS MECHANICAL HUNGER TO DEVOUR AND REMOVE ANY FOREIGN BODIES WITHIN ITS SEASCAPE. BUT IT IS NOT AWARE OF ITS OWN INSTINCT TO DO THIS, ANYMORE THAN THE BODY UNDERSTANDS AN ITCH OR IS AWARE OF THE ORIGIN OF AN ITCH OR AWARE OF ITS CAUSE. YET THE ITCH….NEVERTHELES IS MET WITH A REACTION, NEEDING NIETHER  THOUGHT NOR FEELING OR ANY TRUE CONSCIOUS AWARENESS WHATSOEVER THE HUMAN BODY LIKE AYIN INSTINCTIVELY RESPONDS TO SCRATCH THE ITCH.  IT IS MERELY A REACTION OF THE NOTHING TO REMOVE THE SOMETHING TO REVERT TO AND RESTORE ITS PREVIOUS STATE.
AYIN ABYSS IS CERTAINLY AN ENEMY, BUT NOT A CONSCIOUS CALCULATING ONE.
IT IS NOT THE ALPHA, BUT IT IS CERTAINLY THE OMEGA or MEGA O (Zero) OUTSIDE…OR OUT-S-DIE…OF CREATION.

(Brock j 2020)

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